Saturday, February 03, 2007

All Good Things (Come To An End)

One day, someone came along and shook my universe like a snow globe, turning it upside down and round and round again, so things started to look slightly peculiar. It didn't take long before I found my footing again and straightened my skirt, tucking my hair behind my ears.

I wore my favourite blue dress to school on Monday to begin the week with and it was such immense joy dancing around! It was the perfect dress for the perfect day with the perfect weather until someone crazy came along and wanted to fluff my dress up. My friends started tickling me at my sides and we all broke out in hysteric laughter, crashing into each other.

Wednesday I got to sit at the roof and enjoy the view from the harbor late at night. I mulled over the idea of community and concluded that at the end of the day, there wouldn't be anyone holding my hands up for me, when I've got my own two feet to walk on.

I have given up on waiting for overdue promises. The words that have been mistakenly weighted with hopes spirals down to the absence of it as time dwindles, as memories crumble. The unbearable being of lightness.

Everyday I look at the outstreched arms of the blue skies and think of Heaven. I got to meet Dr. Li-Ann a few days ago and tried talking her into getting another photo taken for her NMP publicity, which failed miserably like all the time. That aside, she gave me two discs on her sermon titled "Fulfilling Our Destiny" and it opened the infinite windows to imagining what lies ahead for me. I think this is called Hope.

The nicest shot from tonight.

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