All the happyness in the world

Yesterday, I lied in bed and cried all that I wanted, all that I could. For everything blue in this world, for all that didn't make sense, for all that my heart was too weak to bear, too afraid to bare. I cleared my bags, wallet, inbox and drawers.

Life begins today, at 20.

I celebrated the talent God gave me today by playing flawlessly at Georgia's singing audition for Musical Theatre. It probably is the first time I performed a piece for judges/examiners without a stray note, or an off time, or banging on the wrong chord.

I had a simple meal at a hawker center in Boon Keng with my mom before coming home and rest. I texted Victor and told him that today is a very special day where I have made significant decisions and declared him Friend No. 1.

I also wrote in my new journal, which meant fresh pages. I kept away all my photographs displayed by my bed, on my walls into neat boxes, tucked by the corner of my closet.

I made a special prayer today and made a new prayer list.

Then I took a nap, woke up to Priscilla's call all the way from Aussie! She made my day. I packed my books, magazines, journals and cds, then called Gerald.

I am going out now to get some colorful post-its, pretty hair clips, busk in lovely city lights and satisfy my craving for banana crumble!

When I come back, I shall open the gifts I have packed neatly on my table and read cards from Joe, Yaoguo and Ben.

Tonight is gonna be an awesome fatabulous night! :)