Craziness

Shoe and I spend the whole day chilling out at Home club. It was the most relaxing and enjoyable day I have ever had since... I cannot recall when. We sat by the river doodling, playing games, discussing life plans... etc over vodka, because the bartender refused to give me a bottle of hoegaarden for free, claiming it's far more expensive than hard liquor. Then there was the cool rainy weather with just showers every now and then. And there was the fish & chips. "What a beautiful day!" I declared to Shoe.

After Gin was well-rested, we all went for a car spin to Seletar Reservoir. Sat by the rocks, by the waters, and just enjoyed each other's company. Two hours plus didn't even seem enough. But it was way past midnight already. By the way, Gin looks absolutely adorable and happy with her new braces.

I'm already missing Shoe, because my back and arms are screaming for her. I had a great fall yesterday and have got bruises. So Shoe gave me a taste of her massage skills. "This is how I massage my cats." MEOW.

Those whom you love, you tend to stay close by.



I am on the lookout for some work to do. Like, a job. Probably even full-time, since assessment will be over soon. I will need something that allows me to feed myself properly. It's time to seriously look into my poor finance-management. "Do not worry about tomorrow" is a very difficult thing to do at this moment. I got a $30 parking offence slip today thanks to my stupidity and I need to get a new ez-link card, or get a replacement for my lost one (due to my carelessness) which is $25. And the 20 mounting boards ($40?!) I've yet to get for my final presentation. I honestly detest having to give tuition, but if I really have to... I will try to. God, providence?

Also, I am praying for Venice to be a dream come true. It could be a form of escape, or a release, or an opportunity to love myself more, or an opportunity to find good friends, or an avenue to be part of something global, or a chance for a big break, or a possibility of staying there... it could be all of these, or more. God, please?

It is ironic how you get more exasperated, more upset and extremely frustrated by new changes when you were assured that changes will be for better. So foolish, I think to myself. Stupid or what? Stupid la. What a joke.