Serious considerations

My Enrichment
Should I stop jazz piano lessons and use the money to sign up for korean dance courses instead? Piano lessons don't seem to be put into great/good/any use. Every time Victor asks what I want to learn next, I panic. Because I don't have an answer. So I shrug and he will always ask, "Then why did you sign up for this course?" My answer: I forgot.


My Work
Should I buy a new trolley for the company so that I can shuttle the cartons of shoes between Millenia Walk and China Square? My neck, shoulders, back, MY WHOLE BODY aches everyday from doing the stock inventory and transfers with all the raffia-tying, bending down, making 44676743 trips from the shop to the car because I have 876564322345665 shoes to carry with only 2 hands.


My Future
Why are all of my primary school, secondary school and jc friends doing so well? They are studying halfway round the world, at Oxford, Cambridge, London, New Zealand, the States and wherever else, with a very promising bright bright bright future ahead of them. Here I am, sitting alone, thinking of what is to become of my life. Of late, it seems like everything I wanted to be, wanted to do, isn't really meant to be. It scares me that I can only wait and see what is in store for me because suddenly, God, the excitement is very frightening already.


My Dinner
What time is Germs going to be done with work? Waiting for her to go home together and stop by somewhere to grab a little bite. I'm so hungry I'm gonna faint soon because I am also losing alot of blood now. Strawberry season.